So I’ve decided to delete my tumblr. I’ve come to the realization that this is a website where pessimism grows and optimism is often put down. I can’t scroll without seeing porn, negative posts, or nostalgic pictures that remind me of times that I miss. I guess it’s really more about the nostalgia on this website.
There’s a reason why there’s a past and a present. There’s a reason why I don’t hang out with the same people or visit the same places or listen to the same music. Sure, those times were fun, but dwelling on those times is counter productive. There’s no real way to grow as a person when you’re stuck wishing things were the same as they were however many years ago. I may not be as skinny or have as many friends as I once did, but that was then. You know, I’m happy with how I look physically and how many friends I have now. I’m happy with the way my life is going. I’m happy with who I’m with and where we’ll be years from now. And my life will change just like it should. And I won’t be here wishing I was 16 again because to be honest, I want my life to continue on. It’ll only make me grow.
I’ll continue to have this blog active, there’s a lot of personal pictures, lyrics, and song ideas that I may want to use in the future that I’ve only posted here. Once I find the time (and patience), I’ll gather everything I need and delete the account.